ALL OVER THE PLACE!

I am so looking forward to this weekend! It's my 21st birthday and we are celebrating it LDS style!! Virgin Daiquiri's and Virgin Pina Colida's. We rented a beach house in Yachats for the whole weekend! So blessed to have my awesome family coming with me to celebrate my awesome birth! The coolest part besides being with my family we are going to do a murder mystery and if you know me you know those are my favorite!!! AHhhhhhh so excited!!!! Oh here take a look at where we'll be staying this weekend! http://sweethomesrentals.com/SeaEscape_info.html

Like any other trip of course I procrastinated until the last minute to pack, clean, and make food. So I'll be up all night doing laundry, and packing my bag. You're probably wondering why I need to pack so much, well it happens that after my amazing birthday weekend I will be going to spend the week at Sam's house to help them pack and clean for their move! I'm looking forward to it.

Now you're probably wondering how I got all this time off of work...well guess what I'm out of my rut I quit my job...(pause for effect). Why you ask, well I wasn't happy working their and felt myself getting stuck forever in a job I didn't love. So I quit took away a ton of stress in my life, and now I'm a stay at home wifey until the fall when I will go back to school to continue my education! I'm enjoying it. Being lazy right now, and I have so many plans for the summer. I'm thinking about starting a new blog called Helpless Homemakers, where I post about how terrible I am at being a homemaker, and all the lessons I've learned and new ideas for decorating, and recipes! Easy little things to help out a new wife like me. Maybe, maybe not we'll see. I think it would be fun.

I know this blog is all over the place but just bare with me please. I feel like every morning should start off with this video. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ex8juBO-7Y&feature=related This video is wonderful and I'm so glad someone shared it with me!

Well I guess I should really quit blogging and get back to what I'm supposed to be doing. I hope you all have an amazing weekend too. Oh yeah forgot to mention I was invited to the Royal Wedding but since it's my birthday I won't be going. Oh one more thing HAPPY ANNIVERSARY JARED AND KRISTEN MOSS!! HAS IT REALLY BEEN 5YRS SINCE MY SWEET 16 WAS RUINED!! LOL JK LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Writing again...

A doppelgänger or fetch is the fictional ghostly double of a living person, a sinister form of bilocation.
In the vernacular, "Doppelgänger" has come to refer (as in German) to any double or look-alike of a person. The literal translation of the German word is "double–goer," meaning someone who is acting (i.e. going) the same way as another person. The word is also used to describe the sensation of having glimpsed oneself in peripheral vision, in a position where there is no chance that it could have been a reflection. They are generally regarded as harbingers of bad luck. In some traditions, a doppelgänger seen by a person's friends or relatives portends illness or danger, while seeing one's own doppelgänger is an omen of death. In Norse mythology, a vardøger is a ghostly double who precedes a living person and is seen performing their actions in advance.

Doppelgänger

By. Alexandria J. Eliason

And I wonder why

Why you won't leave me be

And I always try

Try to ponder what I see

It's in his baby blue eyes

That I go weak at the knee

I try to block you out

And remember who really is in front of me

I don't know what your about

But it's plain to see

You won't let me forget anything

And it caught me off guard the first time

Bringing back memories I'd gladly forget

But I lose myself in his smile

So I have found ways to remove him from my life

And try to look past the disguise of your face

Because he is you, and you left a long time ago

I can't...can't find a way to see him

When it's always you

And I can't bare to see him

When your broken promises lie across his face

I can't see him

When you whisper memories of our kiss on his lips

I can't see him

When it's your hands I see

I can't see him

When it's you who gets me lost in his eyes

I can't find the place where you and him are different

And I wonder how long you will decide to plague me with remembrance in his gaze

I beg of you take your doppelgänger away